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Walkie Talkie
02:04
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For one day I wish that I could be in the centre of all your attention
Cos in my bed I fall asleep with thoughts in my head that I’m better off dead
Suck it up I learn to teach myself how to stay calm in these situations
But once again
Nothing seems to stop me from shaking it feels like I'm breaking
And it's the Right time or am I too late now
Wait around just to feel a connection
Tension, pay no attention to panic thoughts filled with all the rejections
I'm sick and refusing treatment think I'm becoming immune to the feeling.
Of being so pathetic can't seem to give you a good enough reason
For anything
Feels like I'm outside looking in
And I keep feeling more distant when I'm standing next to you
And The worst place I could be is inside my own head
Because I'm overthinking everything that I wish I did instead
For one day I wish that I could be in the centre of all your attention
Because in my bed I think of all those words that you said it replays in my head
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Time Stuck
02:53
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Too stoned and too confused
It aches to pay attention
To what you say,it just sounds like noise to me
You just thought maybe I’m better off dead
Seems I can't help but lose at everything
Time's stuck, going round in circles
I'm stuck bending over backwards
Found my way again, falling and I can't turn back tonight
I'm waiting patiently
As the hours overtake me
I'll wait and see, becoming a casualty
You just though maybe it’s all in my head.
Seems I cant help but lose at everything.
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Idiot
02:06
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You're sad again you're sad again
And now you're on your own
It's so much over nothing
It's time to forget
Suck it up one more time
You're better off alone
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Weirdo
02:43
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Choking out a half-assed apology
One I might have used before
Knowing that there's always an escape and I'm
Here today could be gone tomorrow
I'm getting bored and losing my interest
I know, that I just can’t fit in
Try to change but I'm feeling too comfortable
I know I shouldn't be
But I'm used to it by now
Wish that I could change somehow
Cos I can't keep falling backwards every time
And I'm wondering how wish it all will end now
Cos I can't keep on pretending
Spend the time I'm spending hating people like you
I think that I hit my head too hard again against this wall
I keep to myself cos I can't stand the way
That people fucking look at me
Cos I'm only here to entertain my self and no one else
So you can take your opinions and choke on it
Cause your all fucking hypocrites
There is nothing here for me
I want everything for free
Cos All this negativity
Is Building up inside of me
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Naked Attraction
02:12
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It all started when you first saw me look your way
And I felt a feeling I can't even explain
I wish I could take you back home and watch tv
But my license expired and I lost my key
So I start to think that this must be
The worst thing that's happened to me
Accepting the reality
That I can't seem to be with you
I've been so stupid
And wasted so much time
And I'm scared to tell you that you've been on my mind
Because I'm sick of waiting
To see you once a week
And even then I get to scared to speak
So I stare at you from across the room
I know that you'll be leaving soon
I'm trying so desperately
But I can't seem to be with you
I just want you here by my side
Because there's nothing I want but you
I just want you here by my side
This might be the last time I try
Because I can’t think when I’m with you
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6. |
Negative
03:15
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It's just another day
Same old problems dragging on and on
Always a price to pay
Knowing that there's always something wrong
Taking what you need
Biting on the only hand that feeds
But now your lacking strength
Lacking the strength to start over
Now you're on your own
No one to talk to
It's just another week
The same old tensions building up inside
Reject with no respect
You found your satisfaction once again
Always misunderstood
Always on the wrong side of the tracks
And now you're losing ground
It feels like everything is falling down
I know what tomorrow brings
This pain this ache in my brain
This awkward emotion
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Sub Motive
01:04
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Don't want your education I can educate myself
I don't need people or society I'm fine all by myself
Fuck this job I don't wanna waste my time I'm not a robot, a sellout
I'm just an average guy
I can think for myself I've got my own point of view
I'm sick of all these assholes who try to tell me what to do
These expectations can go fuck themselves sick of spending every day Like a book on the shelf
And they will shut you up when you speak the truth
We're just another brainwashed youth
Take a look around
It's nothing like your television
It's all we ever knew
But you're too dumb to make a decision
Take a look around
We're living under supervision
Thinking it's freedom
But they control all your decisions
Living how they want us to
And somehow we still think we're free
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8. |
Seatbelt
00:44
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WOAHHHHHH WOAHHHDDDGGF JJJIIIIIUU GHHOOOI OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LOOOOOHHFDSAAAAWWWVBHHYT
GGRTYbbgtfssdBbjjkiiuyffcvvOOOOO
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Blunt
02:36
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There's no better me
Just my own worst enemy
Never know what to do
Never really think things through and I
Kicked myself today
For something I should've done
But I'll get used to it
Why should I give a shit when
It's something
It's nothing
I'm telling you we'll be just fine
Believe me
I've been there
We'll find another way in time
There's no better me
I'm just full of apathy
Never seem to put you first
Things are just getting worse for me
And I hate to be a pain
But nothing ever feels the same
Can't wait for the day, the day when I hear you say
And every time I try to explain
It gets fucked up
And now I'm stuck
It's just my luck
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10. |
Frontside
03:17
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I just want to live
But I'm tired of this shit
My time is just spent trying to commit
I don’t understand
My problems and what it is when I'm growing up
It's never like what I planned
I can't find the fun
In just about anything I stay in my room
Lay down watch tv and I don't really care
What's going on around me
Going on around me
I’ll drink tonight all on my own
Makes things alright when I’m uptight
I’ll say goodbye, and walk alone
When I'm wrong everyone's in on it
Who do I trust, who's gonna give a shit?
My life just sucks, there isn't an end to it I'm always wrong and
I'm pissed off with everything
When I was young
I had ambition inside of me
Then years went by
And replaced it with apathy
And now my head is spinning constantly
Spending my days just on this shelf
Destined to hate everyone else
Care about no one but my self
It’s fucking up my mental health
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Passtime
03:13
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One day I was walking down the street
A random thought occurred to me
It was about you
I haven't seen you in so long and you said you'll never talk to me ever again
But I hope things do
Get better for you
One day you’ll lose
And I won’t be there for you
Sometimes I wonder if you
Ever wonder what I do
And then I wonder if there’s
someone sleeping next to you
It's all a joke we laugh along
Nothing's wrong we never think about it but this time
It's gone too far the way things are
Just one day has changed us for good
It's a different side to you, a different side to what I thought I knew.
You say it’s going nowhere
I still persist and you don’t even care
Sometimes I wonder if you
Ever wonder what I do
And then I wonder if there’s
Someone sleeping next to you
I thought of all my mistakes
But it got me nowhere
Cos I can’t help that I don’t care
You never cared that much for me
So many things we just don't understand
And I get bored so easily
So I'll just use my hand
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12. |
Head First
04:35
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These days it seems I don't care anymore
Look at it blindly and try to ignore
These days in between
Strung out on caffeine
There's so many distractions I guess I was blind
With all these problems still close behind
Making sense of what don't make sense to me
I guess I never learned a thing
I'm outside always looking in
The pressure builds inside of me
And drowns me in anxiety
We never really had a clue
I understood but I never knew
What it meant to be
I guess you couldn't see
I'm stuck here where I don't belong
Everything just turns out wrong
I know that I just let you down
But it hurts now your not around
Here we go again
I'll try and play along
Running out of time
One again I'm wrong
I never knew the reasons why
All by myself again, I'll see you around
It always sucks to say goodbye
I'm getting used to it
I'll see you around
I'm selling myself short
I wish I could say what I wanna say
Selling myself short wish I could say
That you're wrong and I don't get it
Something's wrong and you won't admit
That you're wrong
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Flick the switch you tell me you're not listening
Sounding echoes through your mind again becoming all you hear
You try to walk away
Everything’s coming down you turn up your soapbox and block it out It’s enough to shut you down but you still got reasons left for you to stay
You stay in one place for so long
Trying to keep your head above water
Just dive in
We’ll see if you’ll sink or swim now
You see that you're the one that’s hid it for so long and
I don’t wanna be a part of your life anymore, that is my choice.
I’m not here to tell you anything but only that the things that you believe
Will never put you over someone else
I can do what I feel would make me look good
I do what I think is right
If that compromises your morals so be it
And if that puts me on a platform
Then I won’t look down
If it makes you feel any better go on give it your best shot
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I don't understand it
A good thing comes along you buy and you brand it
Something is going wrong
I can't fucking stand it
Your little false alarms
You see it you demand it
Its a lack of charm
Don't blame it on someone else
When you don't get what you want
You're back for more again
You know you can't pretend
You don't know just what you are
You'll find out one day
Nothing's gonna change
Decisions that you made
Dealing with it every day
But some things never change
Cracks in the pavement
My insecurities dealing with the danger of immaturity
Things are getting stranger, its so unclear to me
I'm never gonna change her, so ill just wait and see
Enfield Pride:
Get out the way I'm gonna say
White trash occupied Enfield pride
Spend another day at the arts cafe
I think someone just died Enfield pride
Full of road men ,
Dead end business,
Think it's time we burnt it down
(To the ground)
Get out the way I'm gonna say
My hat's still on the monument
Enfield pride
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