First single from the new album ‘Happy If You Aren’t’ being released via Umlaut Records on 14/12/2018.
lyrics
For one day,
I wish that i could be in the centre of all your attention.
because in my bed,
I fall asleep with thoughts in my head that I'm better off dead.
Suck it up,
I learn to teach myself how to stay calm in these situations.
But once again,
nothing seems to stop me from shaking it feels like I'm breaking.
And its the,
right time, or am I too late now?
wait around just to feel a connection.
Tension, pay no attention to panic thoughts filled with all the rejections.
I'm sick and,
refusing treatment I think I'm becoming immune to the feeling, of being so pathetic I cant seem to give you a good enough reason.
For anything,
feels like I'm outside looking in.
And i keep feeling more distant when I'm standing next to you.
Because the worst place I could be,
is inside my own head.
Because I'm overthinking everything that I wish I did instead.
For one day, I wish that I could be in the centre of all your attention,
because in my bed, I think of all those words that you said it replays in my head.
credits
released November 7, 2018
Recorded by Rich Alexander, Sam Papworth & Alessandro Cogolo
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